How Bad Can I Be If You Love Me

      

 

How bad can I be if you love me?

How bad can I be if you care?

How bad can I be if you love me?

And it feels like I’m walking on air.

 

I’ve lost all my friends and my family.

I’ve lost all my money and home.

But how bad can I be if you love me--

even if I’m all alone?

 

How bad can you be if I love you?

How bad can you be if I care?

How bad can you be if I love you?

And we feel like we’re walking on air.

Screams Dream

 

 

when feelings and thoughts give us a hard time

can we slow them down

                                        to at least half-time

till we sense they’re just life-force

                                                        breaking out

yearning to make songs

                                       from unbearable shouts

Fancy Meeting Us Here

 

when ourselves

                          we dwell

with blooming cosmos

                                      propelled

from hell

                we grow well

 

Presence Make My Heart Grow Fonder

 

when you’re far away

I know you’re divine

when you’re here I pray

I still feel you're fine

 

Missed Blessings

 

when I click in

to simply be

it seems like sin

to have missed me

but now I’m blessed

to everyday

from what I missed

learn all I may                              

I I U U

 

dancing breath from lungs

make clown sounds 

                                 so space-time rhymes

becomes  human kind

 

All In The Game

 

all creates all:

makes physical

grow sensual

spiritual--

to hear all call,

“we give you all

give us your all

at your own crawl

then all's a ball

to love all calls”

Quiets A Riot

 

silence embraces

our places faces

reveals transparent

window sapiens

earth-sky embodied

moving giddy god-deed

Throwing Up Put Downer

 

 

more powerfully

than nukes

                   my cynic pukes

                                             awed

how loving we are

 

Roomy

   

 

while lying on a branch to rest

your massaging of my head and chest

opens me

                to be the tree

and the air

                  with room to spare

so what’s around

                            or in the ground

moves freely through

                                    me

                                        air

                                               tree

 

Tasting Grace In Time-Space

 

day's delightful

space grows light full

night's delicious

time's auspicious

Love's Home

 

please dear ecstasy

don’t make us crazy

sole us

            when you spread

through bodies

                         and heads

Chanting Bind Bodies-Minds

 

keep it simple 

                        keep it true

keep it simple

                        keep it true

I love you

                 who love me too

keep it simple

                       keep it true

Trying Crying

 

may screaming out

                                how

bad I am

               make room for

                                        a

slightly better man

Pray A Way

 

prayer tender

tough surrenders

help me be

 

more than me

Thank Who

 

digested into

desire's stew

                      where we're renewed

who are we

                    I

                      you

I Give Up

 

when I know I’ll  die

burning to join earth

                                  water

                                            sky

I comply

                to fly

All Places Like Home

 

in contact with something

                                           always I am

sensual pleasure

                           now’s  never dammed

the floor

               or the air

                               or what’s in my hand

touch me forever

                            in this promised land

 

Shall I You We Dance

 

while I am I

and you are you

let’s unify

and be me-you

feel something more

begin to grow

from both our cores

hello halo

Empirical Miracle

 

fire-light turning to earth

                                       air

                                             water

seeding us with greed

                                  that slaughters

help us transform

                             do what we oughta

love you as parents

                                sons

 

                                        daughters

Night Light

 

through black holes in hearts

nothing stops us breathing in

and out

               love smiling

 

Clown Profund

 

 

may we pray

while we play

may we play

while we pray

Not Too Bad

 

 

thank you mister universe

thank you loving universe

thank you blooming universe

for not being worse

Pleasure Beyond Measure

 

eros suffusing

heal all abusing

caress bodies

                       minds

to be honest

                     kind         

Eden's Feedin'

Eden’s Feedin’

 

flow I am’s un-damned

nut in gut’s

                    cracked

                                  opening

a nutty ashram

Got Rot Unknot

 

rotting to the core

rotten to the core

my infecting sores

rot me through my core

 

if you are my friend

here is what’s in store

irritated  raw

wounds corrupt your core

 

when you are my love

treated like a whore

festering with sores

we’ll rot many cores

 

we’ll love making war

breaking all the laws

explode  rotting cores

drinking in the gore  

                                                             à

 

 

 

rotting through our cores

we’re forced to sense more 

inside gutless guts

screams that make us nuts 

 

hearing unheard screams

unleashes unseen dreams   

roaring from our cores 

dreams for cure now soar

 

guide us through blocked doors

conjure and explore

paths healing all cores

we pray evermore 

 

to feel through rot awe

make rot flowing ore 

fueling awe full cores

to stream with amour 

Pat Cat

 

 when you lightly brush

my skin

              again

                        and again

I purr

          through my pain        

Divinities Help Me Be Me

 

we’re divining while

feelings

              thoughts

                              play with

                                               words

                                                        deeds

to dare all we are                                                    

Grace Of Wrath

 

it’s hard sensing divinity

not to hunch

                     keep god for me

but when I fiercely squeeze  my hunch

I’m then released

                              to breathe

                                                un-scrunched

 

Healing Homicidal Suicidal Feelings

 

 

shatter small egos

even ours 

                  till flowing through

life showers 

                     flowers