Sunday, January 30, 2011

The Sound of Music

The Sound of Music

crazy til I feel
bones blood breath organs flesh dance
sing me musicals

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Warming Up

harmonizing parts
breathing sensing healing move
with love when where moved

based in these holy
places pace increases with
accelerating grace

Friday, January 28, 2011

warming up to eat

Patrick 1/22/11

Patrick 1/22/11

Warming Up:

Become aware of sensations, breath, emotions, body parts, bones, flesh, structures, smells, organs, belly, feet, sexual parts, etc.

Healing is listening and responding to our body with loving kindness. Spend a few minutes doing this without talking. (sounds and laughter are o.k.).

[Michael starts to sweep because the floor is still dirty.]

PC: Let your arms, head and upper body go on a ride while you are sweeping.

**

PC: Open eyes. Do eye circles. Remember warm up is an integration of all parts of your body. Let your eyes lead. They can move your head up and down. Let your arms help. Arms literally open your rib cage giving more room to your heart.
Make sure wrists and fingers don’t cut off the energy direction of your arms.
Og can move you too. Og thru arms

MK: I can feel when my entire body, even psyche, joins in the moving initiated by my eyes.

PC: head, heart, and og can lead you up.

**
[Michael’s agenda is to investigate his difficulty eating meals with people.]

1. MK: I lost my connection to you while preparing our food.

PC: what are the feelings that come up when you lose connection?

MK: shame and fear.

PC: what is a loving way to respond to shame and fear?

MK: It’s o.k. (even good for shame to be ashamed to lose connection.)
And it’s O.K. for fear to be afraid for cutting connection and being disconnected.

PC: Other feelings?

MK: Pride and arrogance for serving the meal well.
PC: And these feelings are o.k. too?

MK: Yes. I’m proud that I’m proud.
And proud to discover I’m arrogant.

PC: O.K. now we’re ready to eat.
Let’s pray.

M.K. Your prayer helps me feel connected to you and our earth-sky spirit.

PC: feel free to move between feeling we, then back to solo I,
Then back to I and You, back to We or solo I and so on.
Some “We” is our “I” feeling connected to the universe (or spirit of earth and sky and all around us and in us and us) and not to the person we’re eating with. Another We of course is to feel and be connected to the person we’re eating with.




Patrick 1/22/11

Warming Up:

Become aware of sensations, breath, emotions, body parts, bones, flesh, structures, smells, organs, belly, feet, sexual parts, etc.

Healing is listening and responding to our body with loving kindness. Spend a few minutes doing this without talking. (sounds and laughter are o.k.).

[Michael starts to sweep because the floor is still dirty.]

PC: Let your arms, head and upper body go on a ride while you are sweeping.

**

PC: Open eyes. Do eye circles. Remember warm up is an integration of all parts of your body. Let your eyes lead. They can move your head up and down. Let your arms help. Arms literally open your rib cage giving more room to your heart.
Make sure wrists and fingers don’t cut off the energy direction of your arms.
Og can move you too. Og thru arms

MK: I can feel when my entire body, even psyche, joins in the moving initiated by my eyes.

PC: head, heart, and og can lead you up.

**
[Michael’s agenda is to investigate his difficulty eating meals with people.]

1. MK: I lost my connection to you while preparing our food.

PC: what are the feelings that come up when you lose connection?

MK: shame and fear.

PC: what is a loving way to respond to shame and fear?

MK: It’s o.k. (even good for shame to be ashamed to lose connection.)
And it’s O.K. for fear to be afraid for cutting connection and being disconnected.

PC: Other feelings?

MK: Pride and arrogance for serving the meal well.
PC: And these feelings are o.k. too?

MK: Yes. I’m proud that I’m proud.
And proud to discover I’m arrogant.

PC: O.K. now we’re ready to eat.
Let’s pray.

M.K. Your prayer helps me feel connected to you and our earth-sky spirit.

PC: feel free to move between feeling we, then back to solo I,
Then back to I and You, back to We or solo I and so on.
Some “We” is our “I” feeling connected to the universe (or spirit of earth and sky and all around us and in us and us) and not to the person we’re eating with. Another We of course is to feel and be connected to the person we’re eating with.






Become aware of sensations, breath, emotions, body parts, bones, flesh, structures, smells, organs, belly, feet, sexual parts, etc.

Healing is listening and responding to our body with loving kindness. Spend a few minutes doing this without talking. (sounds and laughter are o.k.).

[Michael starts to sweep because the floor is still dirty.]

PC: Let your arms, head and upper body go on a ride while you are sweeping.

**

PC: Open eyes. Do eye circles. Remember warm up is an integration of all parts of your body. Let your eyes lead. They can move your head up and down. Let your arms help. Arms literally open your rib cage giving more room to your heart.
Make sure wrists and fingers don’t cut off the energy direction of your arms.
Og can move you too. Og thru arms

MK: I can feel when my entire body, even psyche, joins in the moving initiated by my eyes.

PC: head, heart, and og can lead you up.

**
[Michael’s agenda is to investigate his difficulty eating meals with people.]

1. MK: I lost my connection to you while preparing our food.

PC: what are the feelings that come up when you lose connection?

MK: shame and fear.

PC: what is a loving way to respond to shame and fear?

MK: It’s o.k. (even good for shame to be ashamed to lose connection.)
And it’s O.K. for fear to be afraid for cutting connection and being disconnected.

PC: Other feelings?

MK: Pride and arrogance for serving the meal well.
PC: And these feelings are o.k. too?

MK: Yes. I’m proud that I’m proud.
And proud to discover I’m arrogant.

PC: O.K. now we’re ready to eat.
Let’s pray.

M.K. Your prayer helps me feel connected to you and our earth-sky spirit.

PC: feel free to move between feeling we, then back to solo I,
Then back to I and You, back to We or solo I and so on.
Some “We” is our “I” feeling connected to the universe (or spirit of earth and sky and all around us and in us and us) and not to the person we’re eating with. Another We of course is to feel and be connected to the person we’re eating with.




Patrick 1/22/11

Warming Up:

Become aware of sensations, breath, emotions, body parts, bones, flesh, structures, smells, organs, belly, feet, sexual parts, etc.

Healing is listening and responding to our body with loving kindness. Spend a few minutes doing this without talking. (sounds and laughter are o.k.).

[Michael starts to sweep because the floor is still dirty.]

PC: Let your arms, head and upper body go on a ride while you are sweeping.

**

PC: Open eyes. Do eye circles. Remember warm up is an integration of all parts of your body. Let your eyes lead. They can move your head up and down. Let your arms help. Arms literally open your rib cage giving more room to your heart.
Make sure wrists and fingers don’t cut off the energy direction of your arms.
Og can move you too. Og thru arms

MK: I can feel when my entire body, even psyche, joins in the moving initiated by my eyes.

PC: head, heart, and og can lead you up.

**
[Michael’s agenda is to investigate his difficulty eating meals with people.]

1. MK: I lost my connection to you while preparing our food.

PC: what are the feelings that come up when you lose connection?

MK: shame and fear.

PC: what is a loving way to respond to shame and fear?

MK: It’s o.k. (even good for shame to be ashamed to lose connection.)
And it’s O.K. for fear to be afraid for cutting connection and being disconnected.

PC: Other feelings?

MK: Pride and arrogance for serving the meal well.
PC: And these feelings are o.k. too?

MK: Yes. I’m proud that I’m proud.
And proud to discover I’m arrogant.

PC: O.K. now we’re ready to eat.
Let’s pray.

M.K. Your prayer helps me feel connected to you and our earth-sky spirit.

PC: feel free to move between feeling we, then back to solo I,
Then back to I and You, back to We or solo I and so on.
Some “We” is our “I” feeling connected to the universe (or spirit of earth and sky and all around us and in us and us) and not to the person we’re eating with. Another We of course is to feel and be connected to the person we’re eating with.

Aware Care

Aware Care

cell's fire-light cooks pain
to pleasure while we focus
with full attention

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Warming Up

Warming Up

harmonizing parts
we feel blessed only moving
when and where we're moved

based in this holy
place our pace increases with
accelerating grace

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Dark Matters

avoiding being
with me you makes voids sucking
us back to ourselves

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Give Us this Day Our Daily Birth

depressed in a sack
breaking through crazies me
breathing to rebirth

Monday, January 24, 2011

Light Knights

Light Knights



love embracing hate

successfully agitates

for just peaceful states

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Fear Struck Out

Fear Struck Out



since you’re so kind it’s

time to start loving heart to

heart with all my art

Friday, January 21, 2011

Naked Truth

Naked Truth

discovering we're
loved and love more than we know
while we bear to bare

Thursday, January 20, 2011

No Way Hooray

answers birth questions
securely celebrating
insecurities

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Night Light

through black holes in hearts

nothing stops us breathing in

and out love smiling

Monday, January 17, 2011

Nothing but Blue Skies

Nothing but Blue Skies



thanks to you, I’m part

of beautiful blue skies no

matter how blue I

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Directions for Connections

cherubs with human

heads cats' bodies and wings we

show the way to eden

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Oy to Joy

pain you seemed to know
you've been welcome in my home
to become my poems

singing many oys
are really cries for joy when
we can bear to bare

Monday, January 10, 2011

Guest Unguessed

clicking into you

me it feels miraculous

to finally meet

Sunday, January 9, 2011

With Benefits

With Benefits

massaging insides
sensuous unhurried breath's
sweet healing prayer

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Smile's Style

Smile's Style

words arising from
peaceful silence make easier
quiet talk touch smiles

Friday, January 7, 2011

Rendering Unending

Rendering Unending

when bodies die we’re
transformed by mud sun sky so
why not our psyches

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Weep Deep

when I am exactly
who I am I am surprised
by tears in my eyes

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I Dew

I Dew



When I forget I

love you I choose to always

discover I do

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Dawn Borne

Dawn Borne

feeling love between
us body mind spirit join
as light opens eyes

Monday, January 3, 2011

Strainer Unstrained

letting unfocused self
suffuse focused self making
good bad jokes we are

Sunday, January 2, 2011

verse to better july thru december

July 1 We’re Here Because We’re Here

things love us
we love things
when we touch
we both sing

without care
things strike back
to declare
love all facts

*****

July 2 Oddly Godly

creative wonder’s
healing beneath with beyond
our understanding

*****
July 3 Where Never Is Heard A Nourishing Word

I'm a beak
rushed to speak,
rushed to eat--
scared to greet
words from lips
deeply sip
into guts--
so I’m nuts

*****
July 4 Hunky Dory Fury

recreating us
love integrates joyfully
obliterating

*****
July 5 Serving God With Evil Impulses

my friend not reaching
my serve crying Jesus Christ
thrills my urge to kill

*****
July 6 Through Us Will Be Blessed All Families On Earth

are we siblings or spouse
living in the same house
whose awed or tortured love
calls for god’s help above
grace full steps from the ground
to kkkkith and kin all ‘round

*****
July 7 All Roads Lead

I would never have guessed
I can choose to be blessed
or choose dwelling in hell
and both ways lead me well

*****
July 8 Mind Mind

while out of our minds
let’s invite divine’s
dancing singing time
to open mind’s binds

*****

July 9 Being's Human

when humanity
dance-sings cosmic harmony
space-time's human kind

*****
July 10 So Bad So Good

getting up late makes
me so yearn for dawn I’ll rise
early tomorrow

*****
July 11 So Bad Sows Good

overeating I
feel so slogged I yearn to be
unslogged forever

*****
July 12 Sabbath

doing nothing
and then resting
is so soothing
with god’s blessing

*****
July 13 Pain Rains

when loving dear pain
hear how once again
with a strange refrain
pain guides us to gain
then begins to wane

*****
July 14 Love Heels

love for thee and even me’s
too humongous for us to see
thank god it’s so unending
nothing less insures our mending

*****
July 15 Fun with Sun

since we’re made of fire-light
nourishing warm and bright
we broadcast healing rays
even with what we say

*****
July 16 Godly Body

the heart of pain cries
for our mind's caresses to
radiate healing

*****
July 17 Worlds Trade

for one kiss the world
so for innumerable
kisses what’s the deal


*****
July 18 Free God

what joy to love you god
like us even and odd
you’re beyond all knowing
since your all ways growing
more than all powerful
loving vulnerable
a god who’s fun and free
lives creatively
finds ways whoe’er we be
to love eternally

*****
July 19 Sabbath Wine

we have juice
sweet as sap
to ooze loose
when we nap

*****
July 20 Shall I You We Dance

may I dance with me
eventually thee till
we're we you I free

*****
July 21 Real Ideals

grace under pressure
while trembling under tension
at least’s possible
*****

July 22 Happy Birthdays

believing in more
lives creates too much awe to
just be comforting

*****
July 23 Let There Be

since we’re birthed
by all on earth
we’re moved to care
for all that’s here
with breezy mirth
rebirthing earth

*****
July 24 Oh My My My My

I’ve always tried to be
the better kind of me
but now I’d love to see
my entire potpourri
playing joyfully

*****
July 25 Death's Life

dear white blood cells
dare white blood cells
please make me well
help make all well
eat cancer cells
kill cancer cells

threatening hell
dear cancer cells
you taught love breath
so now choose death
after you die
you vivify

*****
July 26 Feeling’s Healing

expressing all we
feel kindly-- needs fears greed tears
shit fertilizes

*****
July 27 Breathing's Healing

all cells inhaling
artfully vulnerable
manage healing well

all cells exhaling
craftful warriors destroy
disease easily

*****
July 28 Pain Gain

injuries I can
love you more when you're healing
opportunities

*****
July 29 Farmer Karma

fruits of inactions
and actions when digested
deliciously bless

*****
July 30 Organs Music

words can be shields
from what we feel
keep us away
by what we say
and what we think
til thoughts/words stink
moving organs
to moan poems

*****
July 31 Skeleton’s Key

my lips sadistic grins
find a kind home when pelvis
and jaw bones shape smiles

*****
August 1 We’re Here Because We’re Here

things love us
we love things
when we touch
we both sing

without care
things strike back
to declare
love all facts

*****
August 2 May I Learn Being Zinged How to Respect Things

poised on a chair I open flypaper
to stop dangling in air it needs some tacks
when I rush reaching for tacks glue grabs back
all things teach respect to make us safer


*****
August 3 Regulate for Happy States

abuse is a thousand watts
in a sixty watt bulb
till the power we’ve got
creates enlightened Jobs

*****
August 4 Peace’s Pieces

let's feel enough play
full love so when broke up
we're still not apart

*****
August 5 Imitating's Love

mirroring gestures
posture speech acts helps us tune
into be you me

*****
August 6 Lose-Lose

there is nothing we can
win in Afghanistan
there’s no real battle plan
out of this frying pan

*****
August 7 Each Breath Rebirths

with enduring love
enjoying self destroying
breathing creates

*****
August 8 Tendering Gendering

if we didn’t have
to act like a man or a
woman who’d we be

*****
August 9 Well Wells

air feeding cell’s fires--
water bathing food-- springing
weight off ground-- heal us

*****
August 10 Inviting Lighting

where heart and head
are aware
focused love
spreads like prayer

*****
August 11 Love Inc.

love what is
help it grow
love's our biz
to know sow

*****
August 12 No Emotions Notions

without feeling no
me coldly carefully
sees clearly you I

*****
August 13 “I Will Cause Breath to Enter Bones” Ezekiel

I’ve little memory
of mother hitting me
with painful ecstasy
numb in mind and body
I break glass when she’s gone
imagine breaking bones
moving us to scream moan
sensing cold marrow frees
her to breeze
me to breathe

*****
August 14 The Upheaval of Evil

when not mischievous
we're bad mad sad til teasing
unclads us glad

*****
August 15 Drum Chums

everything you do
reverberates through
all of us thank you

*****
August 16 God Thanks His Haters for Resurrection

someone who hates me
though he's sure I don't exist
breathes life into me

when not existing
if someone still hates you
you'd come to life too

*****
August 17 K.I.S.S.

aware of what is
and will be I’m writing words
you now are reading

*****
August 18 Speak the Words Well and Our Souls Will be Healed

while speaking may we
feel live what words like love health
wealth god free inspire

*****
August 19 Desire Required

bless shallow and deep desires'
fueling warming guiding fires

*****
August 20 We’re Always More Than We Are

I’m not just I
you’re not just you
each breath we die
to what we do

*****
August 21 No More Prosing

it seems to me we try to pass
as just a simple lad and lass
but speaking words that other’s use
is our lips’ way of self-abuse
what if instead of trying prose
we spoke in poems wearing no clothes
and when folks think we're demented
kiss them well with words fermented

*****
August 22 Giddy Comes From Dancing with Gods

ga da geh dee primal sounds
bounce our bodies all around
chanting more ah's, ou’s, ee’s
nonsense dance us giddy

*****
August 23 Death Births

feeling nothing’s here
oozing through something too new
dares bares bind me you

*****
August 24 Breathing Together

silence with silence
recreates silence

*****
August 25 Easy Does It

I’d love to obliterate
especially me with hate
but surrendering to you
with love’s easier to do

*****
August 26 Seed Need

too rushed I feel crushed
so I melt down
merge with the ground
rebound slowly lush

*****
August 27 Womb Room

while we are roomy
earth sky love light gods come through
dreams we feel say do

*****
August 28 Fear's Dear

fear I’m afraid you’re
awe full laughing love popping
us like corn surprised

*****
August 29 Life’s About In And Out

since divine's what we meet and do
including me and of course you
when I refuse to take you in
or let me out it feels like sin

*****
August 30 Spirit Grounds

spirit screams at me
please feel my body:
body-spirit’s one
like fire-lighting sun

*****
August 31 Infinity

the diff'rence between
giving ninety-nine and
one-hundred per-cent

*****
September 1 Soley Food

digesting what you
say while nourishing words stay
shit flushes away

*****
September 2 Trounce Bounce

may put-downs spring up
through us like pre-dawn lights nights
moving birds to song

*****
September 3 What Will We Trade To Be Well Made?

negotiating with compulsions
and with disciplines I’d like to try
reveals that energies and notions
love wheeling dealing much as I

*****
September 4 Our Errors Will Be Beneficial to Humanity

may experiments find
better ways to be kind

*****
September 5 G

I B

U B

*****
September 6 One and One Makes One

lean in
share weight
then grin
altered state

lean out
hold on
look out
we're one

*****
September 7 Lord Help Me To Be Free

involuntary cries to the Lord
are deeper than any sounds I’ve heard
I imagine they’re primal words
singing us to soar like birds

*****
September 8 Comic Consciousness

energy's aware
fire earth water air
become body minds
smiling all's sublime

*****
September 9 Beats Meet

the rhythm in words
our heartbeats from seas
breaths heard and unheard
reverberate weeeeeeeeeeee

*****
September 10 Hernia Help

by wounding my gut
breaking walls may I learn to
breathe love in and out

*****
September 11 Nine One One

take a breath
all is well
after death
beyond hell

*****
September 12 Dew Do

may time’s pressure to do
refresh like daily dew

*****
September 13 Trauma’s Drama

father I loved whose
knife lifts to sacrifice me
angel help me love

*****
September 14 Why God Spelled Backwards is Dog

I love people when we’re dancing
our bodies are like friendly dogs
and we’re always really dancing
so we are always dancing dogs
Grr grr rough rough woof woof bow wow
run roll leap fall wag beg pet chow

*****
September 15 Trees Breeze

events infused and
hugged with silence lovingly
commune tunes amused

*****
September 16 Oh My God

the moment of conception
when we discover we are
is a sweet consummation
of love between earth and stars

*****
September 17 Better than Better

more fun than to see
I'm better than thee
we way better be
than just you or me

*****
September 18 Womb Within

so much space inside our atoms
room for all through Eve and Adam

*****
September 19 Core Ore

when the center of
my body moves speaks with yours
we bring forth much fruit

*****

September 20 Seasoning’s Reasoning

through ground skies grace springs
I's to we's embodying
smiles to laugh dance sing

*****
September 21 Why Die?

maybe everyone
knew but me we have to dive
into life to be

held by life in her
arms I fiercely surrender
die live charmed harmed balmed

*****
September 22 Child Inside Touched Outside

inner child’s screaming’s
comforted breathing
feeling air’s care
support from chair

*****
September 23 Hooray

pray
may

*****
September 24 Passion for Compassion

why only be me
when I'm also thee

*****
September 25 Space-Time's Divine

when selves flow free
endless space-time
awakes to weave fine
life’s tapestry
so spaciously
so timely kind

*****
September 26 Whirled Without End

like night’s starring
all’s unending
all ways traveling
through our being
words we’re hearing
faces seeing
bodies feeling
remembering

*****
September 27 Band Aiding

after being hurt
how soon can we breathe into
our pain sound healing

*****
September 28 Frequent Flyer

freed when aware
we're mostly air
words breathed by wind
go out come in
while within skin
we're everywhere

*****

September 29 Eden’s Garden

sex self will mind
don't rule by force
cells are designed
smart with eros

creating wise
loving presence
to franchise
giving presents

*****
September 30 Prophets Profit

from our cave parents
dancing and singing spirits
recreate through us

*****
October 1 Base Grace

urges keep surging
exploding awe ore dancing
singing from our core

*****
October 2 Hugged R Us

Mother Earth loving Father Sky
keep us growing your big I's

*****
October 3 Need Feeds

our songs no longer luxury
our poems now a necessity
we need their healing energy

our love’s no longer luxury
our care’s now a necessity
we need our healing energy

I almost knew this was true for me
but I was too scared to really be
in need of love to flow freely

*****
October 4 Who Knows

problems with what’s divine
start when I feel god's found
I grab god with my mind
cut god off from our ground
stop our god from growing
beyond all our knowing

****
October 5 Micro’s Macro

heartbeat breath flesh weight
bones mind desire skin
deliciously play
with out with with in

*****
October 6 Night’s Knights

in bed almost asleep
many I’s freely peep
show and say who I am
daring to be undamned

*****
October 7 A Child’s Faith

always surprising
every one and thing moves us
to dance sing smiling

*****
October 8 Expressing’s Caressing

feel grouch
say ouch

*****
October 9 Re-membering Trembling

I’m lost till I shake
a new self awake

*****
October 10 One and One Makes One and One and One

love helps us be our
selves bearing us together
whoever we are

*****
October 11 Radiating Creating

you’re radiating more beauty
than fire-orange leaves on a tree
whose season reveals beneath green
unknown hues dying to be seen

*****

October 12 Chants in Church

we chant blessings be we

a woman on a rug is massaging her knee
when I walk over she smiles
kneeling I put my hand on her knee
until hand dancing with knee becomes more than we

we chant we’re god light

our eyes close
the chant flows
singing air
we’re not here

we chant help us be divinity

eyes opening hazily see
we both might be infinity
dancing so free
into hand-knee

*****
October 13 Look Who’s Here

blood and bone's
growing cells
feeling home’s
endless wells
made of space
beating time
when your face
touches mine
*****
October 14 Why Not?

may god bless through our day
all we think feel do say

*****
October 15 Bless Flesh
all of our cells
are loving wells
drink from these troughs
guides our thoughts
and all we feel
to help us heal

*****
October 16 Time Out

if you were god and
folks killed inspired by love for
you what would you do

*****
October 17 Through Death Do Us Art

life force flow through, be
me, you, us, luck, creating
with love when we’re mucked

*****
October 18 Gee’s Us?

may we dare see
beyond blessed we
prayers reveal
how surreal’s real

*****
October 19 Dying Dyes Birthing

autumn leaves old hues
grieved revealing older hues
nakedly renewed

*****
October 20 Sticking Together

tape one hand to heart
one hand over lips and we’re
forever dancing

*****
October 21 Honor Our Partners

when I stop to glance
stalks in frozen dance
do not let me pass
until we en masse
feel choreographed

*****
October 22 Words Versus Life

words don’t take my life from me
to turn it into a story
or even into a song
that’s wrong so wrong very wrong

*****
October 23 Made in the Shade

love is light
with delight
through our fright
starring night

*****
October 24 Heart’s Arts

with romance
sex is dance

*****
October 25 Laughter’s Crafter

letting unfocused self
suffuse focused self making
good bad jokes we are

*****
October 26 Words Kiss Life’s Bliss

when our words are kisses in disguise
people might feel we’re very wise

October 27 Goody Goody

when I do good
because I should
I then don’t know
good from me flows

*****
October 28 Self Destruction for Construction

self-destruction reveals a night
I might look at without fright
discomforted being no one
on the way to being someone

*****
October 29 Everything Happens for a Reason

Most of us listening keep our eyes closed
while one of my students in prison
is reading a story written by a boy who goes blind.
The boy discovers a light inside
that feels joyful except when he's afraid.
When I look for my light within
it feels harsh.
After class is over my student say, “You fell asleep while I was reading.”
While I protest, “No way,”
light in her eyes plays with mine.

*****
October 30 Regulating for Congregating

from absolute zero
radiates endless glow
warming through cold I know
allowing me to grow
indifferent
or passionate
compassionate
or pay the rent

******
October 31 Ripeness is All

all’s call
calls all
windfall
for all

*****
November 1 All in All and More

god's simply every
thing every one and more and
so are we thank god

*****
November 2 Can Man

more powerfully
love impresses and transforms
than macho ever dreamed

*****
November 3 Weigh a Head

when our head balances on top of our spine
we get into our head and out of our mind
letting weight rebound through feet seat heart crown
we rise through sky while we’re rooted in ground

*****
November 4 God’s Calling and Answering

believing everything happens for a reason
reveals that everything happens for a reason

*****
November 5 Cosmos is Us

outside is within
identical twins
expanding so free
seas of galaxies
dark-matter space-time
teach body minds
more than enough’s there
for our psyche’s care

*****
November 6 Airy Fairy

thanks denial for
guarding me til I see you're
not necessary

*****
November 7 Better or Worse is a Lonely Curse

arrogance shame
are funny games
played when our hearts
feel too apart

*****
November 8 Play Dates with Hates

why attack what's in
and outside when mischief
teases foes to be friends

*****
November 9 Love's Freeway

we are one body
godly though oddly
even driven apart
moving heart to heart

*****
November 10 Warring Loves

desires to hurt me,
screams enraged when I harm me,
let’s get together

*****
November 11 Unite Nations

from conception
separation
drives reflection
integration

*****
November 12 The Art of Fart

when I rush into my mind
and leave my behind behind
my rear not happy ignored
starts to fart chords towards the Lord

*****
November 13 Oscars for All

stars in all our shows
learn together from flops hits
to write act better

words deeds breed seeds blast
past to craft today to play
pray for all we toil

*****
November 14 Play Day

she jumps on me
squeals my horsy
pulling my ears
she has no fear
letting me know
which way to go
till moves are fun
so everyone
moving with me
can play horsy

*****
November 15 Tough Luck

accept unbelievably challenging
our lives then it's easier managing

*****
November 16 If Not Now When

do you think it's time
to feel we're divine
simply breathe god in
through our junk within
to our wondrous place
somewhere in our base
and then breathe god out
to anyone about

*****
November 17 Imagine Eden

when I’m empty
I am awed free
to find a me
I like to be

*****
November 18 Rules for Love

when our love
flows between
we don’t seem
to need gloves

*****
November 19 Faith in Nothing

dare we do nothing
say nothing feel be nothing
so nothing’s in the way

*****
November 20 Love Freeze

when I love and care
I am free to hate
feel I barely bear
how deeply we grate
have no interest
in what you feel say
till passing this test
we're o.k. today

*****
November 21 Crazy Love

I don’t think you’re demented
Ga ga gooey gu gu
I don’t think you’re demented
Bo hu hu hu hu
I don’t think you’re demented
Gootchy gootchy gootchy gu
I don’t think you’re demented
I’m just demented loving you

*****
November 22 Dear Plastic Eyes, Help Me Be Wise

when almost blind
surgery’s kind
for now I see
so vividly
everything’s new
specially you
may I now kiss
all hues I missed

*****
November 23 Kiss and Tell

when I celebrate one kiss at a time
our kisses don’t drive me out of my mind

*****
November 24 Thank You for this Day

Thank you for this day Lord
Thank you for this day
Thank you for this day Lord
Thank you for this day

Thank you day for day
Thank you day for day
This is how I pray
Thank you day for day

*****
November 25 Oh Know

without feeling no
me coldly carefully
sees clearly you I

*****
November 26 It’s Never Too Late To Be a Happy Child

everything was once upside down
the world I thought was made by crowns
but life begins with baby souls
feeling earth with hands and soles

*****
November 27 Pain Gain

injuries I can
love you more when you're healing
opportunities

*****
November 28 We’ll Be Family

we all know we're loved
and love more than we know if
we could only bare

*****
November 29 Practical Art

motion's song dance makes
action easy as breathing
pulsate with meaning

*****
November 30 Pre-Approved Moves

since each encounter
nourishes in some way I
thank you in advance

*****
December 1 Needing to Be Way More than We

opening up's less
vulnerable when you I
are hugged by ground sky

*****
December 2 Tender Be the Rite

may needing your touch
to live kill me tenderly
binding us free

*****
December 3 Dare Bare

nurse sleep
peep seep
from old
burst bold
scream screams
dream dreams
untold
behold

*****
December 4 All Places Like Home

in contact with something always I am
sensual pleasure’s now never dammed
the floor and the air and what’s in my hand
touch me forever in this promised land

*****
December 5 Snug Drug

Silence creates
sweet shields seives helps unite light
unseen with what’s seen

*****
December 6 Absent Feeling's Revealing

it’s freeing to know
choosing to love helps me feel
we will always love

*****
December 7 Freeing Silence

meditation teach
to feel embrace feelings thoughts
without being them

*****
December 8 Amorously Unarmoured

bodies hidden in
our bodies trembling be touched
by love transforming

*****
December 9 Meaning Full Mischief

to break all conventions well
heaven's humor raises hell


*****
December 10 Meditation Acts

sensually immersed
interacting while expanding
silence embracing

*****
December 11 Feeling’s Dance

discover loving
tao to express physically
what we're feeling now

*****
December 12 Weight for Us

sharing weight
we're surreal
co-create
real peeled healed
*****
December 13 Out From In With A Grin

mischievously focused outside
no longer afraid
I'm abandoning what's inside
to create charades
*****
December 14 Mole’s Goal

if I could be you it might be nice
to quietly infiltrate advice
while I’m you please be me
help me simply love thee

*****
December 15 Amazing Base

this moment's beyond
perfection I know though I
need want pray to know

*****
December 16 Bon Fire

cell’s fire light warming
inner and outer space shines
in and out of time

*****
December 17 Making Out

moving in the park
mud, trees, sun, sky endlessly
we are embracing

*****
December 18 Back to the Garden

god is found
in the ground
so let’s flirt
with our dirt
till we’re weeds
spreading seeds
loving earth
giving birth

*****
December 19 Unending Mending

Before I take a breath my body and blood destroy love
by swelling my mother Mary’s womb
I move her fiance Joseph to divorce her
until Joseph’s love for Mary inspires him to hear in a dream
that a messenger from god is my father.
When Joseph and Mary marry
we move people who know us
when disconnected
to connect imaginatively.

*****
December 20 Freedom from Trauma

When the king hears that a miraculous child is born
he murders all infants in our neighborhood.
I escape to Egypt with the trauma of knowing
that my existence
after conception
and again after birth
causes catastrophe.
In Egypt, singing songs on Passover,
inspired by the ancient Hebrew slaves
learning from yearning to be free,
we’ve faith that we too will be moved by life’s tragedies
to create miraculous strategies.

*****
December 21 Animal Love

When we return home our neighbors call me a bastard
but when my parents tell me the story
of shepherds adoring me when I was born in a stable
I feel loved and able to love
like the domestic animals I am born with.

*****
December 22 Aware Air Cares

Every spring we travel to Jerusalem where our Passover Seder
inspires us to create new ways to be free.
When I am twelve, while my parents are journeying home,
they are shocked I am missing.
After searching for three days
they are amazed to find me teaching adults in the temple.
I tell my negligent parents to join my new family
breathing in nourishing air
a parent who always cares.


*****
December 23 Where is My Father

A childless old priest, Zachariah is honored
to alone burn incense in the Holy Temple in Jerusalem.
Besides the altar a radiant messenger greets him saying,
“Your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son.”
Zachariah, trembling with awe, stutters,
“How can these words be true?
We’ve tried our whole life to have a child
and now my wife and I are old.”
Doubting the words promising that his dream will come true
dams Zachariah speechless until my cousin is born.

Elizabeth’s pregnancy, like my mother Mary’s, is traumatic.
Joseph wanted to send Mary away.
Elizabeth hid for five months.


After Elizabeth gives birth, Zachariah lets her name the boy
John.
No one in the family ever had that name.
Zachariah, like Joseph, must have wondered who
fathered his son.
No wonder John and I look for a father in the sky.

*****
December 24 Baptize Us Wise

When my cousin John was strong enough, he escaped from
his parents to live in the wilderness.
John, whose conception had silenced his father the high priest,
was inspired by the silence of the desert to silence everyone.

People came for this quiet peace
they thought had been beyond their reach.
John’s hands holds heads under water,
Commanding: “Do what you oughta.
May desires you have to share, care
be strong as your need for air.”

When submeged by John’s hands
suddenly I understand
we need to be re-conceived
with a love that always frees.
My first gulp of air
feels breath’s a prayer
creating with love
peaceful as a dove
birth of an adult child
who’ll find how in the wild
earth water sun and sky
parent us or we die.

*****
December 25 Wind Dance Within All Ways

no solid food
frees me from moods
so wind I breathe
dances in me
nourishing cells
guiding me well

I’d like to fly
even if I die
by diving in
to loving wind
but I’m a man
who walks on sand


when moved by greed
to rush seize squeeze
I want to scream
in this bad dream
stone please be bread
or I’ll be dead

but freeze my greed
until you seed
desires to free
humanity
with loving care
that’s always there

pray all adore
the folks next door
including me—
especially thee:
divinity’s
in all we see

all hearts please bleed
for we who need
caring so all
unique ways called
may freely be
community

*****
December 26 The Cat’s Meow

Sitting in my kitchen
after teaching philosophy
I feel I’ve discovered the meaning of life:
we’re all like white blood cells
in the body of the universe
doing what we can to help
when we are called
just like my father did as a fireman whenever there was a fire.
When this thought ends
from my rooftop I hear a meowing cry
I might have ignored another time
but since tonight answering calls is the meaning of life
I walk out onto the roof
where I see a skinny calico cat.
I give it some milk.
In the morning with my girlfriend’s help
I pull the cat down the fire escape
while the cat grips tightly on the railing.
Since I am stronger than a seven pound cat
I bring the cat to the parking lot
where it immediately hides under a car.
My girlfriend says you now have a cat.
I name the cat Uni for Universe.
His name and meows remind me:
keep meowing for response;
keep responding to meows.

*****
December 27 Free Me

the joys when taught
how to live well
from all I’ve wrought
from living hell

makes all they say
how now to be
not block the way
of being me

*****
December 28 Desire’s Prayer

desires to bless heal
moves motions to radiate
blessing while healing

*****
December 29 Do Be Do Be Do Be

songs are prayers that
grow true while understanding
we're these songs blessing

*****
December 30 Air Born

I am here
with you now
you are here
with me now

I am you
you are me
when that’s true
we both see

that all nights
bring our morns
and we die
to be born

loving you
who love me
being true
we are free

*****
December 31 Song Through Songs

love and fun
in shade and sun
and health and wealth
to our dear ones
and everyone

No One Can Be Thanked Enough

No One Can Be Thanked Enough



Our neighbors for not burning down our house

Our leaders for not dropping nuclear bombs

Our police for not putting us in jail

Our therapists for not locking us in a mental institution

And most especially you

for reading this to the end

and still remaining my friend.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

v2b7-12

July 1 We’re Here Because We’re Here

things love us
we love things
when we touch
we both sing

without care
things strike back
to declare
love all facts

*****

July 2 Oddly Godly

creative wonder’s
healing beneath with beyond
our understanding

*****
July 3 Where Never Is Heard A Nourishing Word

I'm a beak
rushed to speak,
rushed to eat--
scared to greet
words from lips
deeply sip
into guts--
so I’m nuts

*****
July 4 Hunky Dory Fury

recreating us
love integrates joyfully
obliterating

*****
July 5 Serving God With Evil Impulses

my friend not reaching
my serve crying Jesus Christ
thrills my urge to kill

*****
July 6 Through Us Will Be Blessed All Families On Earth

are we siblings or spouse
living in the same house
whose awed or tortured love
calls for god’s help above
grace full steps from the ground
to kkkkith and kin all ‘round

*****
July 7 All Roads Lead

I would never have guessed
I can choose to be blessed
or choose dwelling in hell
and both ways lead me well

*****
July 8 Mind Mind

while out of our minds
let’s invite divine’s
dancing singing time
to open mind’s binds

*****

July 9 Being's Human

when humanity
dance-sings cosmic harmony
space-time's human kind

*****
July 10 So Bad So Good

getting up late makes
me so yearn for dawn I’ll rise
early tomorrow

*****
July 11 So Bad Sows Good

overeating I
feel so slogged I yearn to be
unslogged forever

*****
July 12 Sabbath

doing nothing
and then resting
is so soothing
with god’s blessing

*****
July 13 Pain Rains

when loving dear pain
hear how once again
with a strange refrain
pain guides us to gain
then begins to wane

*****
July 14 Love Heels

love for thee and even me’s
too humongous for us to see
thank god it’s so unending
nothing less insures our mending

*****
July 15 Fun with Sun

since we’re made of fire-light
nourishing warm and bright
we broadcast healing rays
even with what we say

*****
July 16 Godly Body

the heart of pain cries
for our mind's caresses to
radiate healing

*****
July 17 Worlds Trade

for one kiss the world
so for innumerable
kisses what’s the deal


*****
July 18 Free God

what joy to love you god
like us even and odd
you’re beyond all knowing
since your all ways growing
more than all powerful
loving vulnerable
a god who’s fun and free
lives creatively
finds ways whoe’er we be
to love eternally

*****
July 19 Sabbath Wine

we have juice
sweet as sap
to ooze loose
when we nap

*****
July 20 Shall I You We Dance

may I dance with me
eventually thee till
we're we you I free

*****
July 21 Real Ideals

grace under pressure
while trembling under tension
at least’s possible
*****

July 22 Happy Birthdays

believing in more
lives creates too much awe to
just be comforting

*****
July 23 Let There Be

since we’re birthed
by all on earth
we’re moved to care
for all that’s here
with breezy mirth
rebirthing earth

*****
July 24 Oh My My My My

I’ve always tried to be
the better kind of me
but now I’d love to see
my entire potpourri
playing joyfully

*****
July 25 Death's Life

dear white blood cells
dare white blood cells
please make me well
help make all well
eat cancer cells
kill cancer cells

threatening hell
dear cancer cells
you taught love breath
so now choose death
after you die
you vivify

*****
July 26 Feeling’s Healing

expressing all we
feel kindly-- needs fears greed tears
shit fertilizes

*****
July 27 Breathing's Healing

all cells inhaling
artfully vulnerable
manage healing well

all cells exhaling
craftful warriors destroy
disease easily

*****
July 28 Pain Gain

injuries I can
love you more when you're healing
opportunities

*****
July 29 Farmer Karma

fruits of inactions
and actions when digested
deliciously bless

*****
July 30 Organs Music

words can be shields
from what we feel
keep us away
by what we say
and what we think
til thoughts/words stink
moving organs
to moan poems

*****
July 31 Skeleton’s Key

my lips sadistic grins
find a kind home when pelvis
and jaw bones shape smiles

*****
August 1 We’re Here Because We’re Here

things love us
we love things
when we touch
we both sing

without care
things strike back
to declare
love all facts

*****
August 2 May I Learn Being Zinged How to Respect Things

poised on a chair I open flypaper
to stop dangling in air it needs some tacks
when I rush reaching for tacks glue grabs back
all things teach respect to make us safer


*****
August 3 Regulate for Happy States

abuse is a thousand watts
in a sixty watt bulb
till the power we’ve got
creates enlightened Jobs

*****
August 4 Peace’s Pieces

let's feel enough play
full love so when broke up
we're still not apart

*****
August 5 Imitating's Love

mirroring gestures
posture speech acts helps us tune
into be you me

*****
August 6 Lose-Lose

there is nothing we can
win in Afghanistan
there’s no real battle plan
out of this frying pan

*****
August 7 Each Breath Rebirths

with enduring love
enjoying self destroying
breathing creates

*****
August 8 Tendering Gendering

if we didn’t have
to act like a man or a
woman who’d we be

*****
August 9 Well Wells

air feeding cell’s fires--
water bathing food-- springing
weight off ground-- heal us

*****
August 10 Inviting Lighting

where heart and head
are aware
focused love
spreads like prayer

*****
August 11 Love Inc.

love what is
help it grow
love's our biz
to know sow

*****
August 12 No Emotions Notions

without feeling no
me coldly carefully
sees clearly you I

*****
August 13 “I Will Cause Breath to Enter Bones” Ezekiel

I’ve little memory
of mother hitting me
with painful ecstasy
numb in mind and body
I break glass when she’s gone
imagine breaking bones
moving us to scream moan
sensing cold marrow frees
her to breeze
me to breathe

*****
August 14 The Upheaval of Evil

when not mischievous
we're bad mad sad til teasing
unclads us glad

*****
August 15 Drum Chums

everything you do
reverberates through
all of us thank you

*****
August 16 God Thanks His Haters for Resurrection

someone who hates me
though he's sure I don't exist
breathes life into me

when not existing
if someone still hates you
you'd come to life too

*****
August 17 K.I.S.S.

aware of what is
and will be I’m writing words
you now are reading

*****
August 18 Speak the Words Well and Our Souls Will be Healed

while speaking may we
feel live what words like love health
wealth god free inspire

*****
August 19 Desire Required

bless shallow and deep desires'
fueling warming guiding fires

*****
August 20 We’re Always More Than We Are

I’m not just I
you’re not just you
each breath we die
to what we do

*****
August 21 No More Prosing

it seems to me we try to pass
as just a simple lad and lass
but speaking words that other’s use
is our lips’ way of self-abuse
what if instead of trying prose
we spoke in poems wearing no clothes
and when folks think we're demented
kiss them well with words fermented

*****
August 22 Giddy Comes From Dancing with Gods

ga da geh dee primal sounds
bounce our bodies all around
chanting more ah's, ou’s, ee’s
nonsense dance us giddy

*****
August 23 Death Births

feeling nothing’s here
oozing through something too new
dares bares bind me you

*****
August 24 Breathing Together

silence with silence
recreates silence

*****
August 25 Easy Does It

I’d love to obliterate
especially me with hate
but surrendering to you
with love’s easier to do

*****
August 26 Seed Need

too rushed I feel crushed
so I melt down
merge with the ground
rebound slowly lush

*****
August 27 Womb Room

while we are roomy
earth sky love light gods come through
dreams we feel say do

*****
August 28 Fear's Dear

fear I’m afraid you’re
awe full laughing love popping
us like corn surprised

*****
August 29 Life’s About In And Out

since divine's what we meet and do
including me and of course you
when I refuse to take you in
or let me out it feels like sin

*****
August 30 Spirit Grounds

spirit screams at me
please feel my body:
body-spirit’s one
like fire-lighting sun

*****
August 31 Infinity

the diff'rence between
giving ninety-nine and
one-hundred per-cent

*****
September 1 Soley Food

digesting what you
say while nourishing words stay
shit flushes away

*****
September 2 Trounce Bounce

may put-downs spring up
through us like pre-dawn lights nights
moving birds to song

*****
September 3 What Will We Trade To Be Well Made?

negotiating with compulsions
and with disciplines I’d like to try
reveals that energies and notions
love wheeling dealing much as I

*****
September 4 Our Errors Will Be Beneficial to Humanity

may experiments find
better ways to be kind

*****
September 5 G

I B

U B

*****
September 6 One and One Makes One

lean in
share weight
then grin
altered state

lean out
hold on
look out
we're one

*****
September 7 Lord Help Me To Be Free

involuntary cries to the Lord
are deeper than any sounds I’ve heard
I imagine they’re primal words
singing us to soar like birds

*****
September 8 Comic Consciousness

energy's aware
fire earth water air
become body minds
smiling all's sublime

*****
September 9 Beats Meet

the rhythm in words
our heartbeats from seas
breaths heard and unheard
reverberate weeeeeeeeeeee

*****
September 10 Hernia Help

by wounding my gut
breaking walls may I learn to
breathe love in and out

*****
September 11 Nine One One

take a breath
all is well
after death
beyond hell

*****
September 12 Dew Do

may time’s pressure to do
refresh like daily dew

*****
September 13 Trauma’s Drama

father I loved whose
knife lifts to sacrifice me
angel help me love

*****
September 14 Why God Spelled Backwards is Dog

I love people when we’re dancing
our bodies are like friendly dogs
and we’re always really dancing
so we are always dancing dogs
Grr grr rough rough woof woof bow wow
run roll leap fall wag beg pet chow

*****
September 15 Trees Breeze

events infused and
hugged with silence lovingly
commune tunes amused

*****
September 16 Oh My God

the moment of conception
when we discover we are
is a sweet consummation
of love between earth and stars

*****
September 17 Better than Better

more fun than to see
I'm better than thee
we way better be
than just you or me

*****
September 18 Womb Within

so much space inside our atoms
room for all through Eve and Adam

*****
September 19 Core Ore

when the center of
my body moves speaks with yours
we bring forth much fruit

*****

September 20 Seasoning’s Reasoning

through ground skies grace springs
I's to we's embodying
smiles to laugh dance sing

*****
September 21 Why Die?

maybe everyone
knew but me we have to dive
into life to be

held by life in her
arms I fiercely surrender
die live charmed harmed balmed

*****
September 22 Child Inside Touched Outside

inner child’s screaming’s
comforted breathing
feeling air’s care
support from chair

*****
September 23 Hooray

pray
may

*****
September 24 Passion for Compassion

why only be me
when I'm also thee

*****
September 25 Space-Time's Divine

when selves flow free
endless space-time
awakes to weave fine
life’s tapestry
so spaciously
so timely kind

*****
September 26 Whirled Without End

like night’s starring
all’s unending
all ways traveling
through our being
words we’re hearing
faces seeing
bodies feeling
remembering

*****
September 27 Band Aiding

after being hurt
how soon can we breathe into
our pain sound healing

*****
September 28 Frequent Flyer

freed when aware
we're mostly air
words breathed by wind
go out come in
while within skin
we're everywhere

*****

September 29 Eden’s Garden

sex self will mind
don't rule by force
cells are designed
smart with eros

creating wise
loving presence
to franchise
giving presents

*****
September 30 Prophets Profit

from our cave parents
dancing and singing spirits
recreate through us

*****
October 1 Base Grace

urges keep surging
exploding awe ore dancing
singing from our core

*****
October 2 Hugged R Us

Mother Earth loving Father Sky
keep us growing your big I's

*****
October 3 Need Feeds

our songs no longer luxury
our poems now a necessity
we need their healing energy

our love’s no longer luxury
our care’s now a necessity
we need our healing energy

I almost knew this was true for me
but I was too scared to really be
in need of love to flow freely

*****
October 4 Who Knows

problems with what’s divine
start when I feel god's found
I grab god with my mind
cut god off from our ground
stop our god from growing
beyond all our knowing

****
October 5 Micro’s Macro

heartbeat breath flesh weight
bones mind desire skin
deliciously play
with out with with in

*****
October 6 Night’s Knights

in bed almost asleep
many I’s freely peep
show and say who I am
daring to be undamned

*****
October 7 A Child’s Faith

always surprising
every one and thing moves us
to dance sing smiling

*****
October 8 Expressing’s Caressing

feel grouch
say ouch

*****
October 9 Re-membering Trembling

I’m lost till I shake
a new self awake

*****
October 10 One and One Makes One and One and One

love helps us be our
selves bearing us together
whoever we are

*****
October 11 Radiating Creating

you’re radiating more beauty
than fire-orange leaves on a tree
whose season reveals beneath green
unknown hues dying to be seen

*****

October 12 Chants in Church

we chant blessings be we

a woman on a rug is massaging her knee
when I walk over she smiles
kneeling I put my hand on her knee
until hand dancing with knee becomes more than we

we chant we’re god light

our eyes close
the chant flows
singing air
we’re not here

we chant help us be divinity

eyes opening hazily see
we both might be infinity
dancing so free
into hand-knee

*****
October 13 Look Who’s Here

blood and bone's
growing cells
feeling home’s
endless wells
made of space
beating time
when your face
touches mine
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October 14 Why Not?

may god bless through our day
all we think feel do say

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October 15 Bless Flesh
all of our cells
are loving wells
drink from these troughs
guides our thoughts
and all we feel
to help us heal

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October 16 Time Out

if you were god and
folks killed inspired by love for
you what would you do

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October 17 Through Death Do Us Art

life force flow through, be
me, you, us, luck, creating
with love when we’re mucked

*****
October 18 Gee’s Us?

may we dare see
beyond blessed we
prayers reveal
how surreal’s real

*****
October 19 Dying Dyes Birthing

autumn leaves old hues
grieved revealing older hues
nakedly renewed

*****
October 20 Sticking Together

tape one hand to heart
one hand over lips and we’re
forever dancing

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October 21 Honor Our Partners

when I stop to glance
stalks in frozen dance
do not let me pass
until we en masse
feel choreographed

*****
October 22 Words Versus Life

words don’t take my life from me
to turn it into a story
or even into a song
that’s wrong so wrong very wrong

*****
October 23 Made in the Shade

love is light
with delight
through our fright
starring night

*****
October 24 Heart’s Arts

with romance
sex is dance

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October 25 Laughter’s Crafter

letting unfocused self
suffuse focused self making
good bad jokes we are

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October 26 Words Kiss Life’s Bliss

when our words are kisses in disguise
people might feel we’re very wise

October 27 Goody Goody

when I do good
because I should
I then don’t know
good from me flows

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October 28 Self Destruction for Construction

self-destruction reveals a night
I might look at without fright
discomforted being no one
on the way to being someone

*****
October 29 Everything Happens for a Reason

Most of us listening keep our eyes closed
while one of my students in prison
is reading a story written by a boy who goes blind.
The boy discovers a light inside
that feels joyful except when he's afraid.
When I look for my light within
it feels harsh.
After class is over my student say, “You fell asleep while I was reading.”
While I protest, “No way,”
light in her eyes plays with mine.

*****
October 30 Regulating for Congregating

from absolute zero
radiates endless glow
warming through cold I know
allowing me to grow
indifferent
or passionate
compassionate
or pay the rent

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October 31 Ripeness is All

all’s call
calls all
windfall
for all

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November 1 All in All and More

god's simply every
thing every one and more and
so are we thank god

*****
November 2 Can Man

more powerfully
love impresses and transforms
than macho ever dreamed

*****
November 3 Weigh a Head

when our head balances on top of our spine
we get into our head and out of our mind
letting weight rebound through feet seat heart crown
we rise through sky while we’re rooted in ground

*****
November 4 God’s Calling and Answering

believing everything happens for a reason
reveals that everything happens for a reason

*****
November 5 Cosmos is Us

outside is within
identical twins
expanding so free
seas of galaxies
dark-matter space-time
teach body minds
more than enough’s there
for our psyche’s care

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November 6 Airy Fairy

thanks denial for
guarding me til I see you're
not necessary

*****
November 7 Better or Worse is a Lonely Curse

arrogance shame
are funny games
played when our hearts
feel too apart

*****
November 8 Play Dates with Hates

why attack what's in
and outside when mischief
teases foes to be friends

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November 9 Love's Freeway

we are one body
godly though oddly
even driven apart
moving heart to heart

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November 10 Warring Loves

desires to hurt me,
screams enraged when I harm me,
let’s get together

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November 11 Unite Nations

from conception
separation
drives reflection
integration

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November 12 The Art of Fart

when I rush into my mind
and leave my behind behind
my rear not happy ignored
starts to fart chords towards the Lord

*****
November 13 Oscars for All

stars in all our shows
learn together from flops hits
to write act better

words deeds breed seeds blast
past to craft today to play
pray for all we toil

*****
November 14 Play Day

she jumps on me
squeals my horsy
pulling my ears
she has no fear
letting me know
which way to go
till moves are fun
so everyone
moving with me
can play horsy

*****
November 15 Tough Luck

accept unbelievably challenging
our lives then it's easier managing

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November 16 If Not Now When

do you think it's time
to feel we're divine
simply breathe god in
through our junk within
to our wondrous place
somewhere in our base
and then breathe god out
to anyone about

*****
November 17 Imagine Eden

when I’m empty
I am awed free
to find a me
I like to be

*****
November 18 Rules for Love

when our love
flows between
we don’t seem
to need gloves

*****
November 19 Faith in Nothing

dare we do nothing
say nothing feel be nothing
so nothing’s in the way

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November 20 Love Freeze

when I love and care
I am free to hate
feel I barely bear
how deeply we grate
have no interest
in what you feel say
till passing this test
we're o.k. today

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November 21 Crazy Love

I don’t think you’re demented
Ga ga gooey gu gu
I don’t think you’re demented
Bo hu hu hu hu
I don’t think you’re demented
Gootchy gootchy gootchy gu
I don’t think you’re demented
I’m just demented loving you

*****
November 22 Dear Plastic Eyes, Help Me Be Wise

when almost blind
surgery’s kind
for now I see
so vividly
everything’s new
specially you
may I now kiss
all hues I missed

*****
November 23 Kiss and Tell

when I celebrate one kiss at a time
our kisses don’t drive me out of my mind

*****
November 24 Thank You for this Day

Thank you for this day Lord
Thank you for this day
Thank you for this day Lord
Thank you for this day

Thank you day for day
Thank you day for day
This is how I pray
Thank you day for day

*****
November 25 Oh Know

without feeling no
me coldly carefully
sees clearly you I

*****
November 26 It’s Never Too Late To Be a Happy Child

everything was once upside down
the world I thought was made by crowns
but life begins with baby souls
feeling earth with hands and soles

*****
November 27 Pain Gain

injuries I can
love you more when you're healing
opportunities

*****
November 28 We’ll Be Family

we all know we're loved
and love more than we know if
we could only bare

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November 29 Practical Art

motion's song dance makes
action easy as breathing
pulsate with meaning

*****
November 30 Pre-Approved Moves

since each encounter
nourishes in some way I
thank you in advance

*****
December 1 Needing to Be Way More than We

opening up's less
vulnerable when you I
are hugged by ground sky

*****
December 2 Tender Be the Rite

may needing your touch
to live kill me tenderly
binding us free

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December 3 Dare Bare

nurse sleep
peep seep
from old
burst bold
scream screams
dream dreams
untold
behold

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December 4 All Places Like Home

in contact with something always I am
sensual pleasure’s now never dammed
the floor and the air and what’s in my hand
touch me forever in this promised land

*****
December 5 Snug Drug

Silence, a substance
for shields, seives, helps unite light
unseen with what’s seen.

*****
December 6 Absent Feeling's Revealing

it’s freeing to know
choosing to love helps me feel
we will always love

*****
December 7 Freeing Silence

meditation teach
to feel embrace feelings thoughts
without being them

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December 8 Amorously Unarmoured

bodies hidden in
our bodies trembling be touched
by love transforming

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December 9 Meaning Full Mischief

to break all conventions well
heaven's humor raises hell


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December 10 Meditation Acts

sensually immersed
interacting while expanding
silence embracing

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December 11 Feeling’s Dance

discover loving
tao to express physically
what we're feeling now

*****
December 12 Weight for Us

sharing weight
we're surreal
co-create
peeled real healed

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December 13 Out From In With A Grin

mischievously focused outside
no longer afraid
I'm abandoning what's inside
to create charades
*****
December 14 Mole’s Goal

if I could be you it might be nice
to quietly infiltrate advice
while I’m you please be me
help me simply love thee

*****
December 15 Amazing Base

this moment's beyond
perfection I know though I
need want pray to know

*****
December 16 Bon Fire

cell’s fire light warming
inner and outer space shines
in and out of time

*****
December 17 Making Out

moving in the park
mud, trees, sun, sky endlessly
we are embracing

*****
December 18 Back to the Garden

god is found
in the ground
so let’s flirt
with our dirt
till we’re weeds
spreading seeds
loving earth
giving birth

December 19 Unending Mending

Before I take a breath my body and blood destroy love
by swelling my mother Mary’s womb
I move her fiance Joseph to divorce her
until Joseph’s love for Mary inspires him to hear in a dream
that a messenger from god is my father.
When Joseph and Mary marry
we move people who know us
when disconnected
to connect imaginatively.

*****
December 20 Freedom from Trauma

When the king hears that a miraculous child is born
he murders all infants in our neighborhood.
I escape to Egypt with the trauma of knowing
that my existence
after conception
and again after birth
causes catastrophe.
In Egypt, singing songs on Passover,
inspired by the ancient Hebrew slaves
learning from yearning to be free,
we’ve faith that we too will be moved by life’s tragedies
to create miraculous strategies.

*****
December 21 Animal Love

When we return home our neighbors call me a bastard
but when my parents tell me the story
of shepherds adoring me when I was born in a stable
I feel loved and able to love
like the domestic animals I am born with.

*****
December 22 Aware Air Cares

Every spring we travel to Jerusalem where our Passover Seder
inspires us to create new ways to be free.
When I am twelve, while my parents are journeying home,
they are shocked I am missing.
After searching for three days
they are amazed to find me teaching adults in the temple.
I tell my negligent parents to join my new family
breathing in nourishing air
a parent who always cares.


*****
December 23 Where is My Father

Our kinsman, a childless old priest, Zachariah is honored
to alone burn incense in the Holy Temple in Jerusalem.
Besides the altar a radiant messenger greets him saying,
“Your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son.”
Zachariah, trembling with awe, stutters,
“How can these words be true? My wife and I are old.”
Doubting the words promising that his dream will come true
dams Zachariah speechless until my cousin is born.

Elizabeth’s pregnancy, like my mother Mary’s, is traumatic.
Joseph wanted to send Mary away.
Elizabeth had to hide for five months.


After Elizabeth gives birth, Zachariah lets her name the boy
John.
No one in the family ever had that name.
Zachariah, like Joseph, must have wondered who
fathered his son.
No wonder John and I look for a father in the sky.

*****
December 24 Baptize Us Wise

When my cousin John was strong enough, he escaped from
his parents to live in the wilderness.
John, whose conception had silenced his father the high priest,
was inspired by the silence of the desert to silence everyone.
John dunks people in the water commanding them
let float away
your selfish ways,
then helps them rise
with him to cry
each breath of air
moves us to share.

When submeged by John’s hands
suddenly I understand
we need to be re-conceived
by a love that always frees.
My first gulp of air
feels breath’s a prayer
creating with love
peaceful as a dove
birth of an adult child
who’ll find how in the wild
earth water sun and sky
parent us or we die.

*****
December 25 Our Ways All Ways

no solid food
frees from moods
so wind I breathe
dances in me
nourishing cells
guiding me well

I’d like to fly
even if I die
by diving in
to loving wind
but I’m a man
who walks on sand


when moved by greed
to rush seize squeeze
I want to scream
in this bad dream
stone please be bread
or I’ll be dead

but freeze my greed
until you seed
desires to free
humanity
with loving care
that’s always there

pray all adore
the folks next store
not just me
it’s too easy
divinity’s
in all we see

all hearts please bleed
for we who need
caring so all
unique ways called
may freely be
community

*****
December 26 The Cat’s Meow

Sitting in my kitchen
after teaching philosophy
I feel I’ve discovered the meaning of life:
we’re all like white blood cells
in the body of the universe
doing what we can to help
when we are called
just like my father did as a fireman whenever there was a fire.
When this thought ends
from my rooftop I hear a meowing cry
I might have ignored another time
but since answering calls is tonight the meaning of life
I walk out onto the roof
where I see a skinny calico cat.
I give it some milk.
In the morning with my girlfriend’s help
I pull the cat down the fire escape
while the cat grips tightly on the railing.
Since I am stronger than a seven pound cat
I bring the cat to the parking lot
where it immediately hides under a car.
My girlfriend says you now have a cat.
I name the cat Uni for Universe.
His name and meows remind me:
keep meowing for response;
keep responding to meows.

*****
December 27 Free Me

the joys when taught
how to live well
from all I’ve wrought
from living hell

makes all they say
how now to be
not block the way
of being me

*****
December 28 Desire’s Prayer

desires to bless heal
moves motions to radiate
blessing while healing

*****
December 29 Do Be Do Be Do Be

songs are prayers that
grow true while understanding
we're these songs blessing

*****
December 30 Air Born

I am here
with you now
you are here
with me now

I am you
you are me
when that’s true
we both see

that all nights
bring our morns
and we die
to be born

loving you
who love me
being true
we are free

*****
December 31 Song Through Songs

love and fun
in shade and sun
and health and wealth
to our dear ones
and everyone

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January 1 I’m Your Friend Through the End

If you ever need a friend
who will love you through the end
I’m your friend
through the end
I’m your friend.

If you ever need love
that fits you like a glove
I’m your love
like a glove--
I’m your love.


If you fly through the sky
I will fly near by.
If you fall from the sky
I will glide
by your side.

So wherever we go--
even when we’re like foes,
we are friends
loving friends
through the end

*****



January 2 Can a Poem Take Us Home

help sense we're loved
below above
to feel we're gods
even though we're odd
believe all's well
even in hell
to know we'll grow
more than we know

*****
January 3 Freed Greed

my greatest greed’s dance and song
gracefully all day long
feeling touched by all I touch
is that asking for too much?

*****
January 4 Dancing Alone Together

when dancing with me
sometimes it's easy
to love all around
through sole loins heart crown

*****
January 5 Snailing Along Singing My Song

human among humans
or a schlep among schleps
I’m honored to join in
trying to do my best

*****
January 6 Heavens Are Us

we’re singing-dances of god
even when feeling very odd
aware our body’s aligning
we sense moves and sounds divining

*****
January 7 A Haiku Defined

first five syllables
next line's seven syllables
then five syllables

song-coos like haikus
kiss through our body and mind
right now forever

*****
January 8 Mirror Mirror on the Wall Show Me how i’m not so small

making a spot in
a fogged mirror I see me
make a spot of me

*****
January 9 Live Poetry

understanding poems
is different from being
a poem or is it

*****
January 10 Writing’s Inviting

words pressed from lips hands
surprisingly nourish felt
shaped shared digested

*****
January 11 Successful Failures

thanks to all I messed
I better guess new ways to
define find success

*****
January 12 The Art of Heart

when I feel ground
through sole and crown
and breathe air deep
down through my seat
firelight that dwells
in all my cells
nurturing me
expand freely
move me with art
to feel our hearts

*****
January 13 Rhymes Mine Minds

when playing around
with similar sounds
connections astound
for words were once sounds
sad mad funny clowns
bound to be profound

*****
January 14 Put Downs Put Up

may all put downs spring
up through us moving all to
see of sky we be

*****
January 15 Coming Out Party

the oy that’s inside
makes me want to hide
I’ve good taste you know
I don’t want to show
hate fear zilch denial
I’d prefer to smile
but uglies inside
cry let us outside
tender loving care
transforms pains when aired
fear with good lighting
ain’t awful fright’ning

*****
January 16 I Feel Like Nothin’-- Isn’t that Somethin’?

stranger to the human race
I’m always losing face
I’m baser than the base
a disgrace to be erased

*****

January 17 Scouring Power

I can be cleaned
outside and in
though I’ve been mean
I know I’ve sinned

so scrub me well
whene’er we meet
though I might smell
deep down I’m sweet

*****
January 18 Dumb Fun

I’m not as dumb as I look
I’m not as dumb as I sound
I even once read a book
and I know how to get to town

I’m not as dumb as you think
I’m really smart enough for me
I’m not as dumb as I think
I just like being very silly.

*****
January 19 Better Worse Curse

arrogance and shame
are funny games
played when our hearts
feel too apart

*****
January 20 La La La

what seems like screams
are sometimes means
to sing our dreams

*****
January 21 Twinkle Twinke Little Star

when we can laugh while we cry
we’re the twinkle in our eye

*****
January 22 I’ve Got Plenty of Nothin’

I feel like nothin’
isn’t that somethin’

*****
January 23 Desire’s Duty

all through my day I feel shoulds
to do what I know is good
but when I wait feel my desire
shoulds and goods are fueled by fire

*****
January 24 Animals Are Us

it’s fun to move around
with four limbs on the ground

*****
January 25 There’s No Place Like Us

after I cry
I’m alone
anyone
feels like home

*****
January 26 Unending Prayer

thanks all beings for never ending
and for calling listening mending

*****
January 27 Ah

heart beats
lungs breathe
life’s sweet
don’t leave

*****
January 28 Silent Knight

a silence hugs inside and out
all we don’t say all we shout

*****
January 29 Guaranteed High

a sure way to climb’s
one step at a time
and when that’s too much
enjoy what we touch

*****
January 30 Stuck Luck

all our blocks
building blocks

*****
January 31 Judgment Days are O.K.

God’s judgment is only kind
it’s just that blocks in body-mind
feel like hell when love invades
til we’re freed by judgment days

*****
February 1 Ease of Trees
eyeing the sky
with ease of trees
breathing in breeze
with ease of trees
standing so free
with ease of trees
waiting for thee
with ease of trees

*****
February 2 By-Pass

being cold-hearted
oblivious and a fake's
so underrated

*****
February 3 Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

since love was missing from the start
unknown screams from unknown hearts
for unknown love that has no end
were unknown prayers
helping me mend

*****
February 4 Fancy Meeting Us Here

when ourselves we dwell
swell with blooming universe
through better through worse

*****
February 5 Cooler than Cool

to be ice cold
free from all care
for young or old
so life feels bare
enables hate
to keep us free
safely create
cool ecstasy

*****
February 6 Don’t Mess with Love

love is just the way thing’s are
flows between us, even stars
blocked by what we do and say
love destroys what’s in it’s way

*****
February 7 Sole's Souls

when judging with mind
I’m oft unkind til feeling
through soles love for souls

*****
February 8 Pay Attention to the Man Behind the Curtain

when told I am a sham
I’m happy that I can
start sheering “sh” from “sham”
revealing who I am

*****
February 9 Undressin' Depression

when self-strife
kills desire
to live life
feel how fire
to destroy
burns untired
sparking joy


*****
February 10 What’s the Use of Abuse

may my screams
make true dreams
moving loose
always juiced

*****
February 11 Momentum Ad Infinitum

all night and day
grace pace our play

*****
February 12 Soles to Souls

when not whole
let’s feel soles
touch the ground
sense rebound
through guts heart
other parts
moving mind
to unbind

*****
February 13 Beyond Betrayal

I made my love agree
to do what's good for me
so she found a way
to run far away
til I learned that we're free

*****
February 14 Us Without Fuss

when we’re quiet
taking us in
we’re like chocolate
yum without sin

*****
February 15 Mind Uncontrolled

my mind will not let go
controlling my show
it’s sucking out of me
spiritually

dear mind please let go
be surprised to know
letting me be me
you too are free

*****
February 16 Home Alone

while I walk the sound
of footsteps meet me greet me
a friend through the end

*****
February 17 Go Love Yourself

everything and one loves us
sometimes we forget and fuss

*****
February 18 Just So

when matter-of-fact
we cherish speak act
appropropriately
it’s ecstasy

*****

February 19 Burning Bright in the Night

I’ve a much fiercer scream
for my dreams than I dreamed

*****
February 20 Recycling

when I feel like killing me
I just want to clearly see
which ways must die to nourish
a newer me to flourish
*****
February 21 Now How

unending space and time's
faithful loving passion
blooming through heart and mind
this dear moment fashion

*****
February 22 Who You!

as you take me from me
feeling you’ve little life
sometimes I give freely
me with my psychic knife

*****
February 23 Channel Animal

speaking without dancing
destroys all romancing
when my body’s ignored
it farts wants to whore

til my body and mind
learn to movingly mime
so each word from my lips
is a meaningful kiss

*****
February 24 In the Midst of the Garden

when breeze blows out of trees
rain drops on me I’m baptized

*****
February 25 Body Reflections

Buddha says first a chair is a chair
focused we feel the chair’s made of air
dissolving into all here and there
then back to a chair when we are aware

so when we are here we are everywhere
eternally swinging being here there
while solid we are also playing with stars
creating all over whoever we are

*****
February 26 Kissing What’s Missing

difficult emotions like envy
when fine-tuned to move easily
reveal what I want’s really me


*****
February 27 Pain Rain

when loving pain
hear how again
with strange refrain
pain guides to gain
begins to wane

*****
February 28 Sabbath

doing nothing
and then resting
is so soothing
with god’s blessing

*****
February 29 Seed Need

too rushed I feel crushed
so I melt down
merge with the ground
rebound grow slow lush

*****
March 1 Evil Upheaval

folks emptied me
sucked ecstasy
when conceived birthed
with no love worth

I needed care
with none to share
so love when here
brought too much fear

til I receive
love I believe
while I’m trembling
stops dissembling

*****
March 2 Skeletons Keep that Grin

jaws with and without skin
and pelvic bowls always grin
so even while bones turn to dust
smiles are habits we can trust

*****
March 3 I Eye I

from loneliness to solitude
is as easy as counting to one
loneliness is an interlude
revealing I eyeing I is fun

*****
March 4 Good Mourning

all my damn mistakes
are breaks to awake
more mistakes I know
more funnier I grow

*****
March 5 How to Treat all I Meet

honest and kind
all the time
but it’s fine
not to rhyme

*****
March 6 Just So

when matter-of-fact
we act appropriately
quiet ecstasy

*****
March 7 And God Said

do we all dare
to be like air
with breezy mirth
rebirthing earth

*****
March 8 Depression Light

I awake feeling empty and fearful
I embrace feeling empty and fearful
thank God there’s time
to write you in rhyme
to help empty fearful turn cheerful

*****
March 9 Morning Prayer

today
hooray

*****
March 10 Smithereens Dream

self-destruction reveals a night
I might look at without fright
while comforted being no one
on the way to being someone

*****
March 11 Divining Rod Divining Divine

because the world was unkind
I tried to hide inside my mind
there I thought our world’s embraced
by blessings from a distant place

but we’re forks pronged feet on ground
our handle’s a thinking crown
by nature we seek and find
what in and around's divine

*****
March 12 Why Knot?

may actions and words
be dance-song prayers bringing
answers artfully

*****
March 13 24/7 for Heaven

rejoice with success
compassion for all we mess
knowing both are blessed

*****
March 14 Crowned Clowns

let’s be clowns
when we’re down
bounce off the ground
so our frowns
upside down
smile--astound

*****
March 15 Droll Whole

when half how I’d like
to be I laugh and shake til
I’m wholly silly

*****
March 16 Much Beyond Touch

the juice that moves lovers to kiss
moves my heart mind breath soul and lips
to shower unending blessings
without messing with undressing

*****
March 17 Womb With a View

no longer my foe
open to life’s gifts
I’m more than I know
happ’ly adrift

*****
March 18 Happy Life to Us

my oldest friend ever-lovin’ Richie
wants a positive and excellent poem
for his birthday our friendship luckily
is a positive and excellent poem

*****
March 19 Death to Death

dear white blood cells
dare white blood cells
please make me well
help make us well
eat cancer cells
kill cancer cells.

by showing hell
dear cancer cells
you taught love life
so you must die
help us be well
please rest in hell

*****
March 20 The Unbearable Breaths Brought By Dying to Death

fear of death
is love of breath
so our fear
is almost dear
*****
March 21 Just Rewards

to simply be’s
ecstasy
reality’s
divinity

*****
March 22 Bless 'n Mess

it’s nice to feel a god who cares
who always here no matter where
caressing silence in the air
blessing when she messes hair

*****
March 23 Negative’s Positive

failing spurs successful endeavors
hating’s a scream for love forever
emptiness invites vitality
delusion makes reality cry

*****
March 24 Wrestling with Angels

divinities
help me be me

*****
March 25 Atoning Angels

my folks acting painfully odd
move me to search for parent gods
mom dad absent though awful near
connect me to great parents dear

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March 26 Through Mourning

no insights
life is calm
loving light
from the morn

*****
March 27 Co-creators

stepping on earth
soft soled with heart
our souls re-birth
partners in art

*****

March 28 Worlds Trade

for one kiss the world
so for innumerable
kisses what’s the deal

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March 29 Laugh Lasts

when breaking into new life
my old life will not let go
til old new harmonize strife
laughing together to grow

*****
March 30 Life is Good: What Can You Do?

crucifying and
crucified we resurrect
good news we expect

*****
March 31 Much Touch

let's need
to knead
be touched
and touch
to feel
we heal
with love
our love

*****
April 1 Serious Laughter

let’s be serious when silly
so we’re seriously silly
and silly when serious
so we’re sillilly serious

*****
April 2 Water Works

love’s waves splash through our shores
always more more and more
when afraid love might die
let's just wait to ride tides

*****
April 3 Paradise Tossed

the ways that worked
to get through days
now feel like murk
get in the way

*****
April 4 Skin’s Inn

healing’s
feeling
we’re gloves
of love

*****
April 5 Uh Oh

feeling terror
is no error
I am afraid
that’s how I’m made

it’s love I fear
makes me so queer
commanding soul
be kind be whole

*****
April 6 Bloom You

may your
heart-mind-
soul soar
sublime
today
all ways

*****
April 7 Spring Sings

love too
with you
this time's
so fine

*****
April 8 Swing Low Sweet Chariot

a place of pleasure
in our sweet below
spreads beyond measure
when we let it grow

*****
April 9 Rebirthing

sensations forever are births
made by us and what’s around
so creating in pain and mirth
we’re rebirthed by our skies ground

*****
April 10 How Bad Can I Be If You Love Me

How bad can I be if you love me?
How bad can I be if you care?
How bad can I be if you love me?
And it feels like I’m walking on air.

I’ve lost all my friends and my family.
I’ve lost all my money and home.
But how bad can I be if you love me--
even if I’m all alone?

How bad can you be if I love you?
How bad can you be if I care?
How bad can you be if I love you?
And we feel like we’re walking on air.

*****
April 11 Heart Art

why not love everything
even you and I with care
touching feeling thinking
with heart art we can dare
learn to be skilled
when we say I love you
never trying to kill
love deeper than we will

*****
April 12 Ego Echoes

I’m happy to see I’m angry at you
for acting as I usually do

*****

April 13 Catty and Ratty

happy as my cat
torturing a rat
I am enjoying
my cries destroying
what's blocking me
from loving freely

*****
April 14 Nice Work and We Can’t Avoid It

All
Call
Love
Me
Be
Free

*****
April 15 Global Warming

I'm a stone
cold alone
til words spring
like birds sing
set me free
to be me
to touch thee
tenderly

*****
April 16 Who Would Have Guessed?

I am all
all is me
let’s play ball
life’s easy

April 17 All’s Well that End’s Well

one for all
all for one
overall
we’ve all won

*****
April 18 Slow Flow Grow Ohhh

to free
energy
warm up
ecstasy

*****
April 19 Shake 'n Bake

thank god we’re measured and shook
from all that was is will be
then we’re battered and cooked
til we love all freely

*****
April 20 More Pain More Gain

to be stuck in pain and depression
is an unavoidable lesson
that I’m blocking
something shocking
that understood will be a blessin’

*****
April 21 Kiss and Tell

the world seems terribly amiss
when we use lips to speak not kiss
I’d love these words to combine
kissing your body and your mind

*****

April 22 Keeping in Touch

breathing in through me
and out through you touches all
within around us


*****
April 23 Recycling

true desire
to break free
makes a fire
burn old me

*****
April 24 The Human Race’s Laced with Grace

whoever’s making hard times
surely wants us more divine

*****
April 25 Fancy Meeting You Here

Chagall had it right
floating into each other
we are beauty full

*****
April 26 Sabbath Kneads

my psyche loses love
for self, you, god til rest frees
again loving me

*****
April 27 When Confrontin’ Nothin’

aware of breathing
and sensations helps us feel
we're recreating

*****
April 28 Power Flowers

only what’s way beyond the stars
could dare express how dear you are
the big bang booming our cosmos to be
becomes the big blossom blooming thru thee

*****
April 29 Knock Knock Who's There?

no more alone
when no one's home
in silent air
I am awed
feeling your care
opening doors

*****
April 30 Yearning for New Ways of Learning

instead of no pain no gain
why not oy yoy more joy

*****
May 1 Filthy Rich

remember oozing
rotten decayed plants make oil
so we’re wealthy wells

*****
May 2 Nutcracking's Sweet

I’m a hard nut
until you shell
head, sole, heart, butt
around my well

*****
May 3 Sacred Spite

when in doubt
be devout

*****

May 4 Bail Out of Jail

when I’m imprisoned in me
just your visit breaks me free

*****
May 5 One Character In Search of Everyone

stopping turning us
into facsimiles I
might really love you

*****
May 6 Re-membering We’re Unending

infinite you with
infinite me embodied
in activities

*****
May 7 Kiss Kiss

please body mind
always be kind
to each other
friend and lover

*****
May 8 Chime Time

all pasts and futures only come
to tune our present with their hum


*****
May 9 Sound Sounds

here
hear
walls
fall
hear
here

*****
May 10 Jacob’s Ladder

an urge to kill
climbs spine until
out of head spills
celestial

*****
May 11 The Great Escape

how free
not to be
just me
when we

*****
May 12 Speaking Words Well Souls Will Be Healed

let's feel the meanings
of words like love health free god
while we're speaking them

*****
May 13 Beats Treat

sensing breath heartbeat together
breezily weathering weather

*****
May 14 Still Move

unmoved I listen
until moved with an urge to do
infused with stillness

*****
May 15 Rainbowing

always in between
who I’d like to be and am
enjoying the span

*****
May 16 Seeded to Succeed

our genes move us to
spiral through cells pains brains
whirled in milky ways

*****
May 17 On Judgment Days All I Can Say’s
Washing Machine Help Me Be Clean

I didn’t know I made these stains
that on so many clothes remain
thank god my friend recommends Shout
which gets almost all these stains out

*****
May 18 Getting to Know You

isn’t it odd
we are like god

*****
May 19 Smile

you’ve a smile inside
brighter than the sun
you’ve a smile inside
purer than a nun
you’ve a smile inside
funnier than fun
when you smile outside
we’re warmer than sun

*****
May 20 Blues Truths

may songs help pain
nurture like rain

*****
May 21 Micro’s Macro-Cosmos

all is so near
so here so dear

*****
May 22 Words Versus Life

words don’t take my life from me
to turn it into a story
or even into a song
that’s wrong so wrong very wrong

may my life infuse my words
so my life’s felt and heard
in words that reveal not hide
what is inside and outside

*****
May 23 Who are We?

let’s remember
to remember

*****
May 24 Butterflies

our bodies are communing
even talking on the phone
we’re no longer cocooning
although we’re still alone

*****
May 25 Budding Time

buds crushed know
how to grow
fast or slow
beyond woe

*****
May 26 Aware Here There

letting our weight pour
through our feet into the ground
we’re raised to the sky

*****
May 27 Surprising Spring

a deeper I
underneath me
often springs free
when I’m with thee

*****
May 28 Feeling Healing

from sky and ground
and all around
love’s touch abounds
in sights and sounds

*****
May 29 For All United States

poems from a mused lass
touch a poet from Mass
may they hug and play
all night and all day
as long as they last

*****
May 30 Adios to Chaos

while love’s bursting out
my mind and body’s upset
til I understand

love is as wondrous
as a borning babe's skin, tongue,
eyes discovering

*****
May 31 Yum Yum

I bite into a
peach and it’s you thanks for being
so tasty and juicy

*****
June 1 Stay With Love’s Way

stay with love’s way
don’t run away
we’ll be surprised
before our eyes
we’ll reach our dreams
beyond our schemes
letting love’s way
show us the way

*****
June 2 Grace Under Pressure

it’s hard sensing divinity
not to hunch keep god for me
but when I fiercely hug my hunch
I’m then released to breathe unscrunched

*****
June 3 Love’s Home

please dear ecstasy
don’t make us crazy
unite us when you spread
through bodies and heads

*****
June 4 Cat Pats

when you lightly brush
again and again my skin
I purr through my pain

*****
June 5 Heaven on Earth

we’re living in sky
it’s clear we know why
the blue that we see’s
between you and me

*****
June 6 Eden’s Feedin’

flow I am’s undamned
nut in gut’s cracked opening
a nutty ashram

*****
June 7 Freeing Love

in our seat of love
measureless pleasure
eros suffusing
all our abusing
expands body mind
through healing space time

*****
June 8 Beauty is the Beast

exposing who we are
no laughs, no frills, no bars
we’re animals inside
our fur claws roars and hide

*****
June 9 Clown Profound

may we pray
while we play
may we play
while we pray

*****
June 10 Let Our Stars Shine

when I’m centered god is with me
expanding with your divinity

*****
June 11 Empirical Miracle

fire-light turning to earth air water
seeding us with greed that slaughters
help us transform do what we oughta
love you as parents sons daughters

*****
June 12 Dance Romance

while I am I
and you are you
let's unify
and be me-you
feel something more
begin to grow
from both our cores
hello halo

*****
June 13 All Places Like Home

in contact with something always I am
sensusal pleasure’s now never dammed
the floor or the air or what’s in my hand
touch me forever in this promised land

*****

June 14 Braving Craving

dare we bear
all the care
in the air

*****
June 15 Thank Who

digested into
desire's stew where we're renewed
who are we I you

*****
June 16 Pray a Way

prayer renders
tough surrenders
helps me be
more than me

*****
June 17 Savor Prayer

let's feel enough play
full love so when broke up
we're still not apart

*****
June 18 Chanting Binds Bodies/Minds

keep it simple keep it true
keep it simple keep it true
I love you. You love me too
keep it simple keep it true

*****
June 19 Refresh with Flesh

no need for dis-ease
to spread like weeds
loving my flesh
fills emptiness

*****
June 20 Tasting Grace in Time/Space

day's delightful
space grows light full
night's delicious
time's auspicious

*****
June 21 Roomy

while lying on a branch to rest
your massaging of my head and chest
opens me to be the tree
and the air with room to spare
so what’s around or in the ground
moves freely through me the tree


*****
June 22 All in the Game

All creates all
makes physical
grow sensual
spiritual
so ripe hears call
don’t go awol
we give you all
give us your all
at your own crawl
then alls a ball
when all loves all


*****
June 23 Silence Sounds

Silence embraces
all of our places
makes us transparent
window-sapients
earth-sky embodied
moving giddy god-eed

*****
June 24 Put Down Blows Up

more powerfully
than nukes my cynic pukes awed
how loving we are

*****
June 25 I I U U

dancing breath from lungs
make clown sounds so space time rhymes
become human kind

*****
June 26 Missed Blessings

when I click in
to simply be
it feels like sin
to have missed me
but now I’m blessed
to everyday
from what I missed
learn all I may

*****
June 27 Presence Make My Heart Grow Fonder

when you’re far away
I know you’re divine
when you’re here I pray
I still feel you're fine

*****
June 28 Hate Date

I hate everybody I do.
I hate everybody I do.
I hate everybody I do
especially you

I hate everybody I see
I hate everybody I see
I hate everybody I see
especially me

*****
June 29 Dream Screams

when feelings and thoughts give us a hard time
can we slow them down to at least half-time
til we sense they’re just life-force breaking out
yearning to be songs not unbearable shouts

*****
June 30 The Song of Songs

truth can only be found
after harmonizing sounds
of contrary voices
challenging with choices

*****